Writing

 

 

They say writers are good readers. And good readers are categorized as intelligent people. But for me, writing and other forms of self expression is for everybody.

Writing gives me the freedom to express and also to expand my ideas as well. For some, writing is to discuss some ideas and topics about politics and others issues related to society to serve as an eye opener.

I started to write in the form of diary when I was 10 year old. And later on in high school, my skills in writing grew even more because of our Composition Making class. During those times, we write about our experiences during summer vacation, Christmas and New Year’s break, our most unforgettable moment, and everything under the sun. I enjoyed it. I even got highest grade in my works and my teacher was very pleased to read my composition.

I went to college and I used to write poems even though I am not taking up any course related to writing. I write whenever I got ideas on my mind just like when I feel to draw an anime character but as much as possible I’m trying to write things about inspiration and good life lessons. I want to contribute some possible solutions and uplift people. Yeah, I enjoyed writing ideas.

That someone who makes you feel free

Having someone whom you can share everything under the sun is like making you feel as if you are flying and seeing the whole view of a place.

I believe that one of the best ways to know if someone is the so called “the one”  and someone who is trustworthy – you can say anything to this person without being judged and controlled to whatever ideas you have in your mind. He/she just let you speak your mind, good or bad, yet he/she still respects you.  

I always admired those couples or even friends, siblings, and other type of relationships who can discuss things without crashing one another.

Refocus. Recover. After every Failure.

1. GET CONNECTED. Not everybody listens and hears you. The best listener you can ever have is only your own self.

2. EMOTIONALLY INDEPENDENT. Nobody understands you? Then, you don't have time to be understood. Keep on going, anyway.

3. DETACHMENT PERIOD. Train yourself to be more responsible on your own. Have a lot of courage to fly again even if you're going to fly solo.

4. LESS EXPECTATIONS. Stand for yourself more than expect others to validate your own worth.

5. BE YOUR OWN MORAL SUPPORTER or MOTIVATOR. Most of the times, a lot of people will give you supports during your journey and after your success. But what I've observed was after a failure, only few can stay and continuously encourage and give you moral supports. In that manner, I suggest to practice to be your own motivator. 


KEEP ON GOING. SOMEDAY, THINGS WILL GET BETTER AND PUT IN THE RIGHT PERSPECTIVES. :)
          

Alone but Whole.

"Life is short. Have fun."

Yeah, I even go for fun when things are in stressed mode. But one thing I learned is that some people can't help but to be serious at things. Maybe everybody does get serious, it's just a matter of how to handle the situation.

I, myself, am experiencing also bad days. I'm trying not to be so emotional, but I'm not saying I've never broke down and cried in my past years. I'm trying to understand things so I won't get easily mad at some people, but no, I can never control my feelings not to get hurt especially by people I'm looking up to. 

Things happened and people changed. But deep inside of me, I know I just have to move on and try to focus on things that might give me solutions and inspirations to achieve my goals and to keep on going.

Being emotional, for me, is okay. As long as you can still go back to your own self, to your own mindfulness, everything will be alright. When I was in my teen years, I was very careful about how I will present myself to people, because I was hitting the top of my "good girl" image back then and people around me were expected so much and a lot from me. I don't even want to fail and make mistakes because in their eyes, I'm so and a very good girl. But things changed after I made a mistake. I feel alone and nobody understands and cares about me. I feel like I can never be good at things, but I was wrong.

At this point of my life, though I'm still striving to achieve my dreams, I realized that mistakes are made to make me whole. I thought that those failures I've been through will make me a less person. I can never bring back those years when I was the "good girl" and when everybody in my family were so proud of me. I thought that was my happiest day. I'm still have my heart, but this time, I'm just having a good time to enjoy who I really am. I'm no longer be the "good girl", but I'm better than I was yesterday. I'm still kindhearted but I have to protect my dreams and be happy fulfilling my goals alone. I feel whole even more than thinking that "Here, I am, alone, yeah, sad can't feel their supports and understanding" but again at least I'm whole.

#ItsOkayNotToBeOkay #BeingSeriousDoesntAlwaysBeingSad #ImAloneButThingsWillGetBetter

My social media list of friends (ideapod)

I think it's my 4th time to delete and create Facebook account since 2009. The reason why I joined this SNS was because of my best friend Irish. She made my first FB account so we, Irish and I, can play the game called Sorority. I remembered she was the only friend I have there and I only used FB for games. So there, year 2010, FB became famous in our class, and I remember one of my male classmate told me that he added me there and even made a funny comment on my first ever profile picture. From then on, I received many friend requests from others.
At first it was cool, but later on, I feel like my FB wall was no longer fun. Being friendly is not bad, but friendship for keeps and for real is better. Today, there are many things that make me stressed, so I want to read good things and befriend with people who can share good vibes especially in my social media accounts.